Finally Back from the kelong trip but still feeling a little in denial.  Haiz the break was badly needed but 3 days is lke not enough la. though its quite boring like all u do is actually just lazing around under the sun, fishing - which we suck at. 2nd day was best. CANOEING! AND JUMPING INTO THE SEA FROM 3M high! Weeeee! Aaarrggh I'm so not ready to come back to reality. sit a round play mahjong, slack, admire the beautiful skies with peaceful waves splashing int he background. The Sun The smell. the peace. Fireflies... Even the mosquito bites aren't half as bad. Boy I wish I'm still there... Thanks darling for organising this trip and entertaining my friends. I know you'll enjoy it more if it were ur friends who went but still you did little little things and assurances to ensure the trip a smooth and carefree one. I love you! :)

This trip left me a little disorientated.I'm getting really tired of it.Giving up is really tempting when i'm this tired but i'm having difficulties doing so.I really don't understand.If this is what you want, we are almost there.Because if i must, i will.For us to be free.I am constantly in pain.i cannot tell who is the one putting me through this anymore.
Please don' play mind games with me. Please.