If you know that doing something will hurt a person, but you also know that the person will probably never ever find out will you go ahead and do it?
Some people would.
And yes, I might.
If you know that a person wants to do something that will hurt another person, and in order for him/her to commit the act of hurting, your company will be needed. Will you get yourself involved?
Some people would.
Well. I wouldn't.
There are girls who work hard at painting their faces everyday. Foundation, blushers, eye shadows, eye liners and the now so popular fake eyelashes.
I am very impressed with their efforts and commitments in doing so because I cannot do it. At least not every time I have to step out of the door. And I wonder to myself if that is a good thing or a bad thing because I am comfortable in my own skin but many takes more to a flawless pretty face, despite the thick thick layers that are skillfully well concealed.
I have Scars, blemishes, open pores and acne. They are unsightly but I am working to heal them instead of painting over them. Occasionally I will need to paint, but at the end of the day as I stand in front of the mirror and strip off the layers, I feel a sore emptiness if not disgust, at the streaks of paints smudging from the day's wear. This is also why I am impressed with the people who can do it all the time. I hope that when my face is healed I will be proud to shine as who I am.
Alot of things are more than skin deep and painting myself is not a habit I will want to pick up for that case.
Posted at 11:34 am by Julswee
